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If depression could speak

If depression could speak it would say hurtful things. It would tear you down with words. When you tried to interrupt depression it wouldn't let you because it would overpower the conversation. Depression would talk to you until it realized what your Achilles' heel was. Depression's voice would be low and intimidating. If you took [...]

By |2017-07-22T11:38:26-04:00July 22nd, 2017|Uncategorized|Comments Off on If depression could speak

I want to give my feelings to the feelings store

I have too many feelings. I want to give them to the feelings store. Do you know if the feelings store takes donations? I'm depressed, I'm angry, I'm resentful, I'm frustrated, and a whole bunch of other shit that I can't remember. That's the thing, I can't actually remember a lot of things including how [...]

By |2017-07-20T14:01:56-04:00July 20th, 2017|Uncategorized|Comments Off on I want to give my feelings to the feelings store

Depression is a Dick

Penises are great. They do great things. However, there is a colloquial expression where you refer to people who you don't like as "dicks." I'm here to tell you that depression is fucking dick. Depression is a dickhead or a dick, depending on how you feel in a given moment. When I call depression a [...]

By |2017-07-19T14:40:00-04:00July 19th, 2017|Uncategorized|Comments Off on Depression is a Dick

I Hear Me

He can't hear me but I have a voice and it is powerful, brave and strong and I stopped using it. It's still in there though. I am beautiful, I am brave, I am tenacious, and I know what I want. Sometimes I speak into my own microphone and talk to myself. I tell myself [...]

By |2017-07-14T16:22:57-04:00July 14th, 2017|Uncategorized|Comments Off on I Hear Me

I am Free

There was a time when I was imprisoned by myself. I could feel my hands on the bars and my heart stuck between them; I was not free. My heart was tangled in ropes. I couldn't stand up I was doubled over in pain. Stuck to my prison cell I did not know if I [...]

By |2017-06-24T21:08:19-04:00June 24th, 2017|Anxiety|Comments Off on I am Free

Save Us

I tried to save us. Several times Maybe you didn't know or your hands were over your ears Perhaps you didn't want to hear me as we sat on that couch together listening to the therapist. I didn't want to hear you speak because I was so focused on telling you what my opinions were [...]

By |2017-06-15T15:46:16-04:00June 15th, 2017|Uncategorized|Comments Off on Save Us

How to Talk to Your Child About Mental Illness

My children (who are nine and six) know that I have anxiety and depression. They don't know those words, but I explain them in a child-friendly way when I am experiencing symptoms of each of those mental health issues. When I am anxious, I tell the kids "Mommy is feeling nervous right now. She needs [...]

By |2017-06-10T19:08:41-04:00June 10th, 2017|Uncategorized|Comments Off on How to Talk to Your Child About Mental Illness
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