sarahfader

  My mind is scrambled eggs. I just ate poutine. I have too much going on and I can't keep up with everything. I'm dehydrated. I need to focus so badly but it seems impossible.  

I defined my significance by how much you noticed me, when in fact I am here regardless. I scream and I can hear myself even if you're holding your ears. Nothing will change unless you let go and look me in the eyes. Tell me I meant nothing to you, because from your actions that [...]

I have this spark and nobody can take it away from me. I'm a writer, it's what I do. It doesn't matter if anyone acknowledges my talent, because I know that I can write. Sometimes I doubt myself; we all do. Doubt doesn't make my talent go away. Doubt cloaks my talent. Doubt hides the [...]

Are you listening? I find that I say things and people don't listen to me. I don't know if this is a recent phenomenon or cultural one. I think it's the latter. It seems that people are talking and others are not listening to them. Think about it; when someone is talking to you are [...]

Life is a series of stories that never finish. Half ended sentences Conversations that... Like that. People who come into your life only to leave when it doesn't serve them or you anymore. That's what life is. It's messy. It's funny. It's painful. It doesn't make sense for the most part and when it does [...]

I had a dream I wrote you a letter. I kept trying to write your name. It wasn't working. Then I tried to write you how I felt. But the ink turned to glittery gelatinous glue and melted into the page. I read somewhere once that you can't read words in dreams. I knew what [...]

There are some things in life that can't be "figured out" or rationalized. Feelings are like that. The heart wants what it wants and despite your attempts to merge your mind and your heart to have the same road trip, the heart takes over and drives the car off road onto an unchartered nature trail. [...]