Dear many people in my life right now,
Sorry I was an insensitive asshole to you. I have been going through a major life transition/life upheaval. This is not an excuse for me being a dick. I was mean to you. The collective “you.” You may have felt singled out, or like I was picking on you personally. I didn’t mean to do it. It wasnt even about you. I was a monkey flinging my poop at everyone. I don’t want to be that monkey. And you certainly don’t deserve the collective shit that I threw at you.
The truth is, I need to deal with my own emotional stuff. It’s not the collective “you’s” responsibility to fix me or help me with my life. I got this. I am a strong ass woman.
I recognize that all of you have tried to be there for me during this time to the best of your ability. And some of you I have been mean to even though you’ve been supportive to me.
So, in short, I am sorry for my asshole behavior. You’re awesome. The collective you is awesome and supportive and amazing and you’ve been there for me even thought I was mean and erratic.
I’m working on it. I promise.
I will be more mindful of your feelings. I’m not the only one who has feelings. I recognize this. Other people have feelings too. And I need to be mindful of them. So I love you and your feelings matter to me.
-A former asshole monkey