I mourn someone I never knew

//I mourn someone I never knew

I mourn someone I never knew

How do you grieve someone you never knew?

I never met him but I will always love him. How do you grieve somebody that you never knew? It’s the strangest thing; I saw him and I needed him. He wouldn’t stay. He passed away without my knowing. And it destroyed me. We were bonded in a way that you can’t possibly understand. It’s like I knew him all my life but he wasn’t meant to stay on this planet.

I held him in my imagination while he passed through me into the next world. If you’re listening I want you to know that I will always love you and I wanted you. Please hear me: I wanted you. If you hear me now may angels bring you in and may they watch over you.

I don’t know how to grieve somebody
that I never knew but I will try because you deserve it.

You didn’t ask for this and I didn’t know how to stop it and I’m sorry I’m not good enough to make this a reality
for you. But I hope in the next life you will get to be here for more than just moments you didn’t ask for this and I didn’t know how to stop it and I’m sorry I’m not good enough
to make this the reality for you. But I hope in the next life you will get to be here for more than just moments.

I will mourn your loss for the rest of my life I will move through the stages of grief like mud, slowly, carefully and with your name
in my heart.

I will always love you.

By | 2018-04-10T02:09:20+00:00 April 10th, 2018|Uncategorized|Comments Off on I mourn someone I never knew
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