Opening The Secret Part of Me

//Opening The Secret Part of Me

Opening The Secret Part of Me

Today I had a conversation with the remarkable Jordan Gray. I spoke candidly about my relationship history as well as processing the trauma I have been through. There are too many unhealthy relationship patterns to name, but let’s just say that I have the tendency to self-sabotage romantic relationships. In reality, I don’t want to do that. I would like to find my soulmate. I want to be with a partner who knows me inside and out. Just as importantly, I want to know my partner. I realized that part of me is terrified to have a man know me intimately. The reason is that there is the potential that he could hurt me. It’s scary to open yourself up to someone.

When I heard the words come out of my mouth I realized just how scared I was to be close to a man.

“When the right person comes along, I will reach inside of myself and give him that secret part of me. I don’t want to open that part up until he is available to me.”

“Why wait?” Jordan asked. “Why not open that part of yourself up now?”

Here’s the lesson: by opening that piece of myself up, it sends out a flare signal to my twin flame that I am out there.

I asked him: “How do I open that part of myself up?”

His answer was simple: doing the things that I love. All I have to do is be myself and continue living my life. The more I engage in activities that make me intrinsically happy, the more likely I will be to find the man of my dreams. I’m down with this plan, because I like engaging in activities that make me happy.

We also talked about owls, but that’s totally unrelated to this story.

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By | 2016-04-25T07:45:56+00:00 April 24th, 2016|Uncategorized|Comments Off on Opening The Secret Part of Me
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